Have you seen the movie which I just cannot remember the title as of this writing where there was a guy who wished he can do things with just pushing the button in a universal remote control. The ending of that movie was so touching for me and for the few times I was able to play that movie again, I still cannot help but cry. Anyway, why i mentioned push button is that there are certain times here at home when I can just do all things – house chores and other things that has to be done by just pushing a button then viola they are all done. But things are just like that. So if I don’t get a RC to just push the button then maybe a clone perhaps? LOL! Maybe I am just either tired or lazy to do things. Well after so many months I need a break too you know but this is how life is at times.

Something I hope we can find right at this time is a reliable help whom we can really trust with taking care of our lil boy and some house chores so that I and hubby can also give ourselves a break from this somehow exhausting daily routine. in the long run. I wanna give myself a real free time with no worries regarding care for my son even just for a day. Moms and even stay at home moms need a break for themselves – a “me” time for myself for more than my two hours rare escapade from home at the same time rushing back home feeling guilty. I don’t think wishing for that is selfish as a mom deserves that too and hubbies ought to give that to their wives without our need to beg right?

I finally had a haircut but at the last minute decided not to go for the very short hair cut I was daring myself to wear. It would take a long time to “recover” from whatever “damage” the hairstylist might do to my hair. So I opted for a style that will still make my hair look long. (more…)